printed and ready for me to write. the fierce competition has me scared, but i have to try. and cry at my gpa. at least it's getting a boost. this cat is growing on me. and growing in size too. billie the class cat. who is walking circles through my chair and legs, giving me comfort and encouragement through this paperwritingprocess. at least i have aim to distract me. nothing could be better unless you and you and you were online. smiling in anticipation of giving gifts and buying more. my suitcase is extraordinarily empty as i packed last night. good news: just means I have more to bring back with me. who wants what?